Due Time!!!

oh my goodness I just cannot really put into words my excitement for my family and our expansion! ha! I just love the thought of a big family and cannot believe how lucky we are and gosh I feel it! Soon we will be a “Party of Five!” of course things do make me nervous… it’s due time! I’m 40 weeks… I do feel nervous… will I be able to love one more just as much as I love my two girls… of course I know the answer but again I wonder and know that there will be a shift that will happen in that birth euphoria! I get a little weepy at the thought of Cecilia becoming a big sister… even though she told me “she was BORN to be a big sister… FINALLY!!” hahaha! But then I think about all the new adventures we will have together all over again! I love kids and babies and I just cannot wait to show my girls in a time they will remember how precious this part of womanhood really is! So tomorrow is my due date… March 22nd… I have been feeling the feels and rocking them through… I’ve been working on visualizing birth… how I will breath through it… I’m just going to take it one wave at a time and find my center along the way… excited!